Dazzled, clouded thought, incomprehensive ideas, loss of focus, out of track…
To start with everyone is falling…
Falling out of love
Each of them
The emotion I’m feeling right now is no were to be found in any hypothalamus nor in my pericardium, yet I might say this is what they called ambivalence/s…
Start with this
If a (bi) friend of mine shows a person whom he loves what am I supposed to feel??
Should I feel envy that he found someone great looking and me still being single?
Should I feel jealous, for we’ve been together, close to having a “something” but not to the point of me being a “someone” for him?
Or better thing to say…
Should I feel glad that at least he had moved on from his past (in which I can’t do anything but to be your ever supportive friend) and found someone who will care for him, show love and respect?
And kept this friendship still unbroken...
Writing this down, every letter, word, each sentence, I’ve realized one thing
“Gusto kong maramdamang magmahal at masaktan ng sobra-sobra”
Sounds schizophrenic? For me, guess not
Never been in any serious relationship, wonder how it feels like?
The ups and the downs,
The conflict and the success
The lust and the love…
I wonder how it feels like to be loved and be loved…
pasensiya sa english naglalaro lng sa 79-81 ang grade ko noon nung hayskul haha, at since moment ko naman pagbigyan :D
anyways itulog lng ito at rebyu na ulit, at ulit at ulit hahaha :)